The Summer My Life Changed Forever

I am realizing today that I have had so many topics to write about that I have wanted to share on this platform but just have not gotten around to it. Writing this on September 21st gives me two more days until it is no longer the summer season, so I am going to share my story of Summer 2019 even if it is a little later than traditional end of summer recaps.

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Over the course of a less than three-month period of time, all I knew was thrown out the window and I am left with everything in my life exactly where I want it to be. In black and white, my summer looks as good as the last and all these changes are nowhere to be seen because it all lies in the grey area, my favorite area of almost any situation. I have gone through an internal shift that will always be the biggest part of me because it fuels my every thought and has such a magic to it that I have learned to use for myself. I might come off a little crazy sometimes (this is one of those times) but I have never felt such happiness and I think everyone deserves to feel this way every second of their life.

Late spring I got really into writing poetry and that set the theme for my summer because it taught me how to appreciate every moment even more than I already do. I often think about sitting down with a notebook and just writing a different individual poem for every object I see around me and that thought alone embodies who I am on the inside and it gives a glimpse in on what people do not know about me yet I want them to so badly. Yes, I am that girl in the back of the class writing poetry instead of solving for x, but it is not weird it is just me and I sometimes wish other people could see the world in my eyes.

I see every single creation/concept on earth as outstandingly beautiful, so when I got to explore my most bucket listed place on the map you can probably infer that it absolutely blew my mind and inspired me in a way nothing else has. Traveling to the Southwest and jumping off the sandstone cliffs into the oases hidden deep in the four-corner states had me always on the edge of my seat as I experienced so many various landscapes that are the polar opposite to anything I have seen in my whole life. This area of the country has a very high vibration, especially Sedona which has so many little crystal shops and psychic readings available which was right up my alley. One night, in particular, had me really in touch with my higher self while under the pitch-black skies of the desert accompanied by a natural sandstone archway in Moab, Utah. That night I saw more stars than I knew were even possible and it connected me to a time when the night sky was all people had and that was the source of many things, including astrology.

The stars tell a story and long ago they were linked up with calendars and meanings that are still around about today, in fact, I am currently next to my moon tarot tapestry that has all twelve zodiac signs on it. I have taught myself a lot about the astrological world and am now capable of giving a full astrological profile as long as I know a birth date, location, and time. I am not so sure of how much I believe in this art (not science nor religion) but it did lead me to learn about other forces such as the law of attraction.

We are now knee-deep into July with no way to spend my days other than to click on videos about “Expanding Your Consciousness”. Hearing these words was like finally capturing the essence of life and all of my notebooks and journals were bursting at the seams with knowledge regarding vibrational consciousness, how to raise your vibration, manifestation, meditation and I now see the world completely differently within the time of three days. I am still learning new ways to achieve the mesmerizing 5D consciousness every day, but even where I am at right now, I see a difference in my inner thoughts. There is almost no negativity in my life anymore and I try my hardest to influence others without letting my ego get in the way. I was about to write that these learnings changed the tone of the rest of the summer, but if I am being honest with myself it has changed the rest of my life. I know that is a bold statement, especially for a 15-year-old girl, although nobody besides myself or anyone else who has gone through the same “awakening” as for me would truly understand. I think that is why I love writing poetry so much because I can express my feelings in a way that may be more understandable to readers.

When I explain/introduce these ideas to other people I always tend to start the same way. Everything in the universe has a vibration given off by its energy which can resonate anywhere on the Emotional Vibrational Frequency Chart . Physical objects or even abstract ideas that one surrounds themselves with resonate at higher or lower levels which dictate what that person will end up attracting in life. Energies alike will always attract themselves which is where more Law of Attraction type ideas come in. This is the basis of what I use and apply to my daily life, but if I went any further I might as well create a post for only my beliefs/way of thinking. Everyday I learn new ways to let go of resistance, hence being able to float up to a higher vibration consciousness… the view is amazing by the way.

Throughout this post, I have skipped around to highly important internal milestones of my summer (and life) which play the biggest part in who I am on this Earth. I could have written a single feature on every component I mentioned (and others I did not mention), but that was not the point, I wanted to capture the internal growth I have gone/am going through during this summer season in the year Two-Thousand and Nineteen. The simple things are now more exciting than I knew they could be and the hard times capture more beauty then I could see before. I am so glad I have finally found myself enough to be able to say these things as well as having the courage to document this turning point so I will always have it to look back on.

As always, thank you for reading/supporting

-Emma Claire