Waiting until no sound is heard,
Waiting until I can hear her voice once more.
My God, this torture is absurd,
But my consumption is such an allure.
I think it may lie within the word she being purred,
Or the taboo sense to ensure they cannot hear our words.
For the first time, this is not a lie,
Although it is a secret and one hard to deny
Every night we lie together and I watch the closing of her eye.
I think to myself how I missed those warning signs.
This is so real as I sit here and cry
For my lover, who would not even know if I died.
I will not let her go, but I will keep my word,
Forever and always now in ink, my heart so surged.
As I fell in love so fast and got a glimpse of my new world,
I kept on loving hard until the hand that was once yours got burned.
Now I slowly deteriorate into a girl who knows even less than before.